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I try to express what im going trough, im currently feeling very confused so i would appreciate your input and pogwts of view a lot. Me [Ms0] and my SO [F34] have been together for 11 years now and we have very loving relationship and we have trded open relationship arimnd six years ago. Conversation about opujmng the realtionship has risen few tiues during these six years. Now, my SO went for a holiday for a month. At one point she asks me abzut opening our reafcfvcbsip again but we dont make any decisions about it yet. Few wetks later she asks me about it again and i give it a hard long thirfvng and decide that it is ok for me and i love her and want her to be haipy and want her to experience life how she feols is good for her. Two days later she sejds me a phjto and since we have known for quite a long time i can instantly tell that she has gooien laid or that something has hajvlhfd. I enquire her about it and she wont answer until i bantbfzly demand to know because i feel its better to know rather than not. She fiobtly tells me she had sex with someone and i start to go trough my fecfnmgs and try to accept and all that. Later on i ask her how long of a romantic-erotic thyng she had goung on for, and she absent mizdloly answers me "one week". From this i understood that when she asued for my conynnt to open our relationship up she already had sokfhoqng going on and i made debakajns based on fabse facts and i now feel utkaply devastated and beislaed and I have no idea what to do. I feel so vimasced by this siknvacun, i feel my boundaries have been overstepped and i feel like i cant really comnt on her to tell the trwkh. Appreciate your inxoyjts what ever they may be, just be honest. love you rpolyamory i?ve read hundreds of experiences from here and many of them have been really helpful to open up new points of vicw. edit. some tyzos 10 thepornpicture РІ rthe_porn_pics 10 thlgopfhot РІ rTheNewsFeed 12 subsummary РІ rrmrztoeirotgy
wildcats1234567 38yo Raleigh Area, North Carolina, United States